I do not have any major regrets; I have lived a pretty decent life. However, if I could change my past, I would have failed more. Now hear me out, this is going to sound a little conceited, but it is the truth in the only way I can tell it. When I was younger, most things came naturally to me. I did not really struggle with much, and if I did, I lost interest and quit trying. For years I never really failed at anything, and now I do not know how to go about it well. Failure is probably one of my biggest fears because of this. I lay awake at night fearing what the future may hold because I'm afraid I'll fall flat on my face when the time comes and it scares me. A lot. It sounds a little crazy to say, but the one thing I did not do well when I was young was fail, and that has carried over into my life now and it is not a good thing.
I do not have any major regrets; I have lived a pretty decent life. However, if I could change my past, I would have failed more. Now hear me out, this is going to sound a little conceited, but it is the truth in the only way I can tell it. When I was younger, most things came naturally to me. I did not really struggle with much, and if I did, I lost interest and quit trying. For years I never really failed at anything, and now I do not know how to go about it well. Failure is probably one of my biggest fears because of this. I lay awake at night fearing what the future may hold because I'm afraid I'll fall flat on my face when the time comes and it scares me. A lot. It sounds a little crazy to say, but the one thing I did not do well when I was young was fail, and that has carried over into my life now and it is not a good thing.
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